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The day before our shoot my therapist said to me casually, "when you wear your cap it completely transforms you." Which I thought was such a funny thing to say because a. of course it does, and b. I thought it would be obvious to my therapist, who I've been talking to about my nonbinary trans life for almost a year, that I "transform" myself on purpose. So I've been thinking about the ways people perceive my queer, trans, Asian body depending on something as simple as whether or not I'm wearing a hat.